us with the "sushis"
eating the "salmon" haha
and a grp shot with the birthday boy!
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a lil emo entry. nuthing really happened bt just some feelings.
have being wondering what are the definition of friends?
as quoted from allena, sometimes i really losing faith in the word call friends.
do my friends really know me? like my likes and dislikes.
similarily, do i really know my friends well?
u know sometimes its just so funny.
i rmb few mths back, i was rather disappointed over some things.
then my msn nick was like "disappointed"
and then this online friend came to talk to me.
as in we were friends from when i am back in jc 1?
but i dun really know him well. i dun even know how he look like.
then he was like asking me what happened. initially i dun really want to tell him.
but then he added in " okay. feel free to talk to me if u need a listening ear"
and i ended up telling him. haha i mean its hard not to tell him when he says he will lend a listening ear.
so ironic right. someone not so close to me will be like showing concern for me. mayb more than some of my real life friends.
i really like it when ppl shows concern for me. its really nice to know ppl care about you and you are not forgotten.
so really thanks to those whenever i put my fb status like i am sick or i am so stress for example.
they will say "rest well", "take care", "jia you" etc to me.
its not some big deal to some of u perhaps. but i really appreciate those words a lot.
i have always not being good at expressing myself.
hope one day i can expressed myself so well that
i laugh when i am happy, i cry when i am sad,
i show my anger when i am angry
no need to bottle up all those feelings.
haha this entry is getting too long. got carried away. shall stop here. hope i will become emotionally stronger(:
